2 down, 3 to go.

Im slightly worried that i am stressing too little about exams. Im having quite a lot of fun, getting out of school early doing random stuff.. not studying. Im not even desperate for them to end.
xx

Prom: A formal dance.

Singing californiacation in the back of a car (whiles fumbling on a dress), arm waxing, sitting around on laps and big chairs, horny boys, smashing plates, blisters, old drunk men in cowboy clothes, salt tequila and lemon, mysteriously disappearing money, random Greek people, hilarious drunk boys, glow sticks and glow sick fights, and fake-champagne thievery...

... And i thought prom was about terribly big dresses and being all formal.

I have so many more interesting things to do than study for tomorrow's exams now.

My favorite Russian Jew:)

"Be afraid of the lame, they'll inherit your legs.
Be afraid of the old, they'll inherit your soul.
Be afraid of the cold, they'll inherit your blood...."
Apres Moi

"We listened to it twice, cuz the DJ was asleep..."
"You peer inside yourself
You take the things you like
And try to love the things you took
And then you take that love you made
And stick it into some
Someone else's heart
Pumping someone else's blood
And walking arm in arm
You hope it don't get harmed
But even if it does
You'll just do it all again"
On the radio

"If I don get my socks on right, they slide right of of my feet. As I walk-a walk-a walk-away"
Carbon monoxide

Circus

From Dripbook (Sorry, forgot the artist)

Im such a photography nerd...

HOTEL HOTEL

By Nicoline Patricia

Loud french music and wondering aimlessly around the internet. kinda nice :)
... and i found these.

I just had my last Higher Level math class ever.

... Im overjoyed. no more chemistry of physics either.. next year its just good old biology, easy math, and lots of english and art :)

An Education

Ph Allmoviephoto.com

In Exactly a week from now exams will be over and i will be watching this.

Where you are its just getting light.

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By Barbra Vidal

I never thought photography was really my thing. But everything by Vidal is so beautiful.

Teen Angst. No. 2

Der Letze Tag:

....Wenn dieser tag der letzte ist
Bitte sag es mir noch nicht
Wenn das das ende für uns ist
Sag's nich'- Noch nich'

Ist das etwa schon der tag danach
Wo alle uhren still steh'n
Wo's am horizont zu ende ist
Und alle träume schlafen geh'n
Sind wir zum letzten mal zusammen
Es hat doch grad' erst angefangen...



Gegen Meine Willen:

Es ist gegen meinen willen
Es ist gegen jeden sinn
Warum müsst ihr euch jetzt trennen
Eure namen umbenennen
Unser ende ist schon hier
Und ihr sagt es nicht vor mir
Ich hasse euch dafür
Es ist gegen meinen willen
Dagegen - Bin dagegen



Jung und nicht mer Jugenfreil:

Wir sind jung und nicht mehr jugendfrei
Tut mir leid ich weiß wir sollen nicht
Doch wir fangen schon mal zu leben an
Wir sind jung und nicht mehr jugendfrei
Eure rechnung ist mit uns nicht aufgegangen
Wir fangen schon mal zu leben an..

By Tokio Hotel



I think i used to want to marry every member of this band - well i donno, but i was very obsessed. Weird phase of my life... After that, i haven't listened to them much. But today, it just felt like they describe my feelings quite well - although i barely understand what they are saying (My German friend translated the titles)
And oh did i tell you i met them in the air port :) I was like really close to them,,, but too much of a chicken to do anything other than freeze and stare a lot. :P

.... I know its time to start posting something more personal on here - not just copy other peoples work,, but i think im too lazy - maybe after exams i might :)

Dreaming

Im so busy dreaming myself away.... into any kind of fairytale.
3 more weeks till summer.

Death by Exams

Fuck, i just figured out exams are in a week. And i have so much studying i just might die from the thought. English is the only thing i feel like studying for - maybe ill just fail everything else and only care about shakespeare (if i was cool and smart, i would..)
So there probably wont be as much blogging... although you'll get pictures from prom next weekend, i promise :)

e. e. Cummings

i carry your heart with me (i carry it in
my heart) i am never without it (anywhere
i go, you go, my dear; and whatever is done
by only me, is your doing, my darling)

i fear
no fate (for you are my fate, my sweet) i want
no world (for beautiful, you are my world, my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

Here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows
higher than the sole can hope or the mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that is keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart (i carry it in my heart)





...this poem is the reason i stole the book of poetry from the library and turn to page 35 (where this is written) whenever i can. I love the goosebumps it gives me, because i don't think its just about love between two people, i think its about the love that is everywhere, between all the lovers in the world.

Bedroom.

Love this place.