Risk

i spent the evening of december 26th playing "the game of world domination" against my cute little cousins. i cheated like hell, and almost won! :D
tomorrow night, its class reunion... god, thats something 50 year olds do,, but itll be fun anyway, i have a good x-class :)

haha, i love the previous pics so much, they lift my mood like nothing else!
so here are a few more...

lets have some fun!! :D

okay, for all the danish ppl, Christmas (well the important part = the presents) is over now, which can be kinda sad. so im here to remind you all of these great fun things to waste time with on the internet the next few days,,, go ahead, be childish, i love it so much. :D
(its the only time im not shy and totally free... :/ )

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4bekQU9l8hk

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cwvVh0_ZelI
(haha, japaneese game shows are the best)

http://www.arto.com/section/games/play.aspx?id=15&cat=1

http://www.arto.com/section/games/play.aspx?id=1475

its christmas eve, and i need to sleep,,, i mean being tired on christmas is the one day a year that its a bad idea (well, being tired then again never really is,,, depends on the person, i like the way my eyes look when im sleepy:P)
however, im staying up, and dont ask why, cuz i know its stupide. my escuse is that i got a few xmas cards to do, and oh god sooo many great blog entries i need to write! (yay :D)
soo... the christmas tree is looking good, it really helps with the xmas mood, but to me, the thing that really makes the change is seeing all the presents lying underneath it (and along every other flat surface in the living room as well - wer a big present-loving family :P). i just love seeing them all lying there, the big masses and heaps of them piled up, each one of them a unique thing that has been bought and rapped with care....no, its not that: its the feeling of plenty, the space they take up, and it appeals to my greedy side.
talking about my greedy side, im con-fucking-fused. (?!) i mean the heaps of presents still turn me on, but then somehow, another part of my very normal greedyness, known as consumerism, seems basically non-excistent to me. i keep asking my self why people go around buying all these new presents when they got a brilliant set of gifts the previous year, and the year before that. and its not some weird act im putting on, its something that shocks even myself. i cant shop either, cuz im like, well i have a lot of great shirts at home, why buy this one..? (very weird for a teenage girl!)
so now i cant decide, go to bed or make that christmas card, and possibly another blog entry afterwards??
well see ;)
all i have to say is... now that its christmas (and at christmas you tell the truth - quote from very favorite movie and something ive been trying to do a lot of lately - also why im doing all the cards, im too much of a chicken to tell ppl i love them to their face :S) ... that this blog means so much to me, so to whatever being this blog is,,,, i love you :D

Oranges

when i don't eat treats
or buy new clothes
or watch stupid movies

and when the house is full of people
who dont listen
and who dont respect me
when nobody sees things the way i do.

when my sister calls me of
makes me gag
and steals my other sister

when my friends are miles away
partying
bonding

or when i suddenly looked stupid
although i used to look good
and start laughing at myself because nobody respects me

or when you have a blur of work
and so many other things you never get done
and when your tired of a trend

when it feels like your only joy in life is the orange in your mouth,

then i look outside at the trees
and inside
and i look at my reflection in my sisters eyes
i turn to my writing and drawing and working
and then i sleep with music in my ears
snatch away my little sister, all for my self
read blogs and books
and dream a little
and write down my dreams
in the hope they might come true.

Dont just tell me your brother is funny - show me what he says and does and i will decide weather i want to laugh.

Francesca has been born, its official. i was so happy when i found out, it was so random, i hadnt really expected her to be born although i knew she would be about that time. my sister was just talking to my dad on the phone and then she was just like, "what colour hair does she have?" and i was like.. shes born?! and then: :D:D:D (i felt really happy).... I LOVE HER!! .. already, and all i know about her is her hair colour. apparently she is really beautiful and shes perfectly healthy and everything. thats so lucky :D i feel so lucky to have her as my little sister, its so exciting, like the best christmas present :)

its so weird that im sitting in my room reading about "how to write a short story".. i think..(hence the title) and meanwhile Francesca is like 2km away in the hospital.. im going to see her at 5. but i feel like i already kinda know her..

156 Age of the Cupake.

cuuuuuuuute. fuck. toast.
im happy, really happy. today my little sister is being born, can you believe?! it might be happening as i write this, so im going to stop and instead concentrate on sending my sister happy thoughts as she enters this world.

we want nothing

i have no energy, i dont get it, im in dk, holidays and everything, just went shopping, bought great things and im just happy that the clothes actually fit so i dont have to worry about buying something stupid. i just finished watching amazing tv and now i feel empty again. the house is full of family, i mean i love them all, but i have pulled myself away, im not in the mood, so i feel alone. writing this blog was the only thing i really wanted to do. but its good, i know this is turning in to something better. i think that right now, all my usual sources of happiness are being disappearing: food, clothes, movies... but i think its because im discovering something even better.

no pants

i love not wearing pants. the girl walking down the street in thin tights and hot-pants in the gray december cold of Denmark will be me.

Although i havef things to be sad about, i feel as giggly as a little child.

fuck! my last post just deleted itself, and im not wiritng it again, so sorry guys..at least i remembered the title. :D :D

exam study time now, wish me luck ;)

Morning

I love the idea of mornings, only the idea does not include frantically finishing the most pointless hw in the world, tired, before getting ready to push off to school.
no
on prefect mornings, i should be sitting outside on the balcony looking and loving my beautiful view, slightly cold, eating a big bowl of watermelon, and have the whole day ahead of me to do as i please.
or i should be going for a walk, exploring an unfamiliar city.

well back to the frantic pointless stuff...

How i feel today:

This song.
Adele, thank-you for your beautiful music.