Teen Angst.

I just went through my ancient photo albums on face book. i never realized i had this forgotten weird phase where i used 100 exclamation marks sounded annoyingly excited all the time. im pretty amazed actually, cuz itz so unlike myself now. thank god it was just a phase though,, i think im deleating all the ablums...

"You like all sailors, but hate the beach..."

My amazing friend just gave me a fuck load of music... so now im in the process of listening to it. so far, its just as amazing as she is :)

eg:
-"violet hour" by Sea Wolf
-"misguided ghost" by Paramore
-"glycerine" by Bush
-"Man of a thousand faces" by Regina Spektor...
thats about how far i got by now... ill tell you about other amazing songs as i go along.
xxx

sigh

i just rented a book about philosophy. and ugh god, you know that feeling when your just not in the mood for anything... that's me right now.
xx

Rainbows that cheer me up.

My grandparents came, and they gave me colourfull markers. i was really confused about why i got them, but i have now come to realize how amazingly crucial they are to life. They make school soo much fun! (as a result i now have a rainbow in every notebook i own)

And here are two very random facts that i want to tell you:
-i saved a rain-worm today.
-if i smile at the ground when you walk by, its probably because im smiling to you, im just to shy to look at you :D

Hmmm...

so.. I baby-sat for the first time yesterday, instead of getting dressed up and going to a birthday. but i got money, so im happy :D
right now im looking up international schools in NY, in the incredibly feeble hope that we might move there this summer :P
but if im incredibly honest, i dont know where i would rather go, Tanzania or NY... tough.
and im painting a painting of a wave who falls in love with a cloud. its cute :DD
and im kinda depressed that Polkadots and Vodkashots blog wont be updated the next month..

Report on life..

Theres not much to say really... thats why i havnt blogged recently. im spending my last few moments in my own room, my grandparents are arriving soon (actually i think i hear them down stairs... crap, im not done tidying up in here :S) and they are getting my room, and i will be sharing a room with my parents and two sisters, thats 5 ppl! and my last sister gets to keep her very own room all for herself... oh well..

My poor, poor skin cells...

Just the thought that i am responsible for literally burning up my skin makes me guilty. I was only in the sun for 2 hours... i havn't been able to wear a bra since, thats how much my shoulders hurt. :S

Electric Love.

I see hearts everywhere, Valentines is haunting me... even in science class. Although i must admit, I have no problem at all being haunted by love, its cute :D

Valentines 2

Our world feels so love less. Does anybody still believe in love at first sight? that love and sex might actually be the same thing, or that guys dont only wanna hook-up? I want to believe it, but i dont. Nobody does...
However, here are two quotes that make me believe that true love might actually be a possible thing, they make me happy :)... and the best is, they are both real.

A gay guy (Elle magazine)
"Technically, I had physically, mechanically better sex with my girlfriend. She actually had a great body. But you know, he was the object of my affection...that was love."

Irene Gut (previously quoted)
"Love at first sight is a girl's dream. I was almost 22 years old, I had long since stopped thinking of myself as a girl - I had no faith in dreams. But suddenly, every sweet song I had ever heard made perfect sense to me. I loved Janek the way a priest loves god: without question."

The Day of Murdered Roeses.

Happy Valentines.
If i were a photographer, the pictures would be better, but you get the idea..

sory.

Im just not exactly in the mood to blog right now,,, nerdy as it may be, ive discovered this thing called Home Work, and finally getting things done on time.
i still love all my readers though, and ive got stuff planned, so wait and see... :D

Today, we quote the great.

Irene Gut Opdyke:
-Risked her life for the Jews during WW2, author of the book/biography: "in my hands" - in which she makes the dedication:
"And for the young people, who can accomplish the impossible and achieve greatness by finding the strength in God and in the goodness of the human spirit. I dedicate my life story to incourage them to find the hope and strength within themselves. Courage is a whisper from above: When you listen with your heart, you will know what to do and how and when."

Glamour in Vouge:
"Glamour is hard to define and often elusive, but if you are glamorous, and some people just are, you can be glamorous in jeans and sunglasses as easily as a full-ballgown. Glamour is about attitude, individual style, and - crucially - a certain confidence, rather than the highest heels, biggest hat and sparkliest jewels (though take note, these things can help). Its about how you wear something rather than exactly what you wear, which is why glamour never, ever dates."
Chanel:
"A girl should be two things, classy and fabulous", perfect definition of glamorous.

When your too tired to think...

Right now im too tired to think. Thank god tomorrow is Friday!
and im happy in a weird way, but im not really gonna try to understand why, because im to tired to think.

xx

Post modern love.

I just read a study proving that it is possible to remain happily in love with your wife/husband until you die.
I don't know weather this fact makes me happy or sad.

What to do curing class time.

-Make Paper planes!
-Rub your pen against your hair, rip up small pieces of paper, and pick up the pieces with your pen.
scientific reasoning:
the charges from your hair go into the plastic (pen) and electrify it. the pen will then locally charge the small pieces of paper and the negative charges of the paper will be repelled, (because the pen is negatively charged and negatives will repel negatives) the remaining positive charges will then be attracted to the plastic beause opposites attract...see science can be cool sometimes :DD
-Knife: use for either sharpening pencils/ destroying (taking out your frustration on) anything near you - mostly tables, yet sometimes also erasers.
-Games: criss cross, hang man, the doodle game, table football.
-Flick things at the person in front of you.
-Stare into space
-Do forgotten HW
-Optional: listen to teacher, take notes... go to university.
:DD

Home from school.

i just came home. :D so now, im gonna go eat eh, some grapefruit and watermelon i think and them im gonna write this speech about the Danish Jews WW2 and then do my math hw and then maybe ill make that angle i told you bout yesterday - she was so hard to make i gave up and went to sleep the last time i tried, so,,, wish me luck this time :D

i wore this today
(the dress is from when i was 8 and the sweater is thrifted - and i just had art which is why i am covered in paint.)
oh and the weather is wonderfully gloomy today - hence the sweater. in Zambia, you start defining the gloomy days as the good ones - personally, i think i need a break from all this sun. (and if your danish, please dont kill me for saying that :D)